The Cynic Communtity

Howl ~Miss_A To howl again, I will learn to hoot, The trail of the trotters, tatter  It's getting dark, dark in the midst of vision Surrounded by silenced voices of insanity. I won't let you crawl inside my head, Neither let it manipulate the best of me, I know how it goes, how everything you spit makes sense, But I bet I was never that bright like spring  Questions you ask me, make me believe I'm worth it I know I'm am worth of all, the power, the ambition, the goals But I know how I gained them, slow paced, with mistakes It would be the same journey yet again, from who to that  I will win, I can feel it race through my veins, The wind chimes are chiming all in my direction Go drifting through the glaciers, I'm the baddest bitch, never pathetic Moving on, I do know the pictures behind the sins One and two and so many, could take all the disgust, Stuck to the soul, my opinion is not to be changed A hardened piece of ice glaze, but stones grind, Where are the restric...

  It only takes a bit of courage ~Miss A It only takes a bit of courage, to confess to you, all that I've holding back, Yet I'm so scared, I'm like a sheep, I hide, how do I say it all?  For when I think of you, my fingertips get cold, I can hear the singing birds, It is a sudden feeling, for I start thinking this world is worth living on. It only takes a bit of courage, to show you that fruits I can bear, They are the sweetest ones you could ever taste. Enter my world, you'll feel devoted, Towards your soul, and you'll find spiritual virtue, and all I'll know is being frail, I dance slow, lost in you, unconscious, my heavy skirt decorating the vista in feeble circles. It only takes a bit of courage, would you understand, the sacred taste of morning dew, If you could understand, I would tell, the gift of gentleness gifted to women, A burning flame, soft as cotton, to be cared in the most delicate way, that's how I saved it, Pigmented analogous colors, mixed ...

Impertinence  ~Miss A If love is supposed to tempt, why did it come to me so brusque, So many hours have passed away, I miss the fazed, I wish to hide. There’s a little contempt, stuck to my core, somethin’ I can’t relate, If this is a vivid dream, I wish to be awake, the once bloomed is shattering away. I close my eyes, I wish to see the carousel of things that found me happiness, And suddenly, it only feels confusing. The oil the burned my soul alive, is flickering.  Those days were indeed better, the chill that crept my skin, made me dance, Stupidest reasons would make in bewitched, to ironies need to be kept secret. I wasn’t led to the stage by a prince, not anyone dear, but a horrendous monster, Shinin’ like a Sapphire, but it was the blue that I meant, I digged it like anythin’. Ask me once, and I’ll sell you merchandise, thought to glue papers and bond ‘em, I looked for an escape, because how to explain the crave, dear lord, it’s engraved. It’s slick, but day and night,...

  Fallen Autumn 🍁 ~ Miss A It doesn't matter, how no one sees you, Cuz my world is spinning around your galaxy. It doesn't matter, if you're from the shadows, I'm known, as the mad lover of the dark sea. It's turning, turning pink, The dawn reached out to me. It's greeting, greeting drinks, Have a sip with me, summer trinks. Oh love, that's just a blink, Where did days go? I was just talking... Oh lord, help me live it all, So no days passed, is a memory miss. I'm here, to stand, to follow in everything, It's not stupid, it's love, and so I fight for it. I try to reciprocate the past, to core, the richest, Understood a fact that resembles pure trick. Oh love, I've known sorrow,  Just like it vibrates through your skin. Oh lord, spare me the sin of knife, Slicing I'll move, I'll slander the akin. There's a war, for my throne,  Declare you win now. I picture all in angst and distress, But you're the keeper of rage now.  I foll...

Delirium ~Miss A Who am I?  Whoever I was. It feels like my existence derived from your presence, Your absence changes me quite nicely as well. For once I have everything, so introverted like a child, Another moment, I'm so alone, a deprived lion ready to hunch.  Spinning around your city, I found only empty cars, Strangers running, the view spellbinding with a symphony of betrayal. I just wanted to bind, but couldn't win, so I drew a line, No answers needed, no question asked, acceptance inbound silence. Found an umbrella to hide from the blue drips, felt it blue underside, How could smile cast a line, pushes away the resent held in the cheeks. In my memories, there's only shadow left, no face, no voice, all read by me, And this heart disregards to picture anything more, but this mind used to like. There's a sea in my heart; it's alright love, everyone cries, Cry baby, if you wanna get fast on the line, the path of demise. I look at pink, and I think it's grey,...

  Giddy ~Miss A I, don't feel nothing and I Know this, is dying inside and games To be played, risky but choices Are to be made, mistakes are desires. Woke up this morning, alone with no Hint of your existence , seems like a  Dire need, but stuck in a maze, for typical Decisions are to be made, delusional Bokeh. Lived in denial, but figured out the Voices chasing my realm, are deemed Karaoke from hell, missing a toe, a  Mistletoe, would swear it always against you. Now, I find myself crushed in the heart, hoping To connect to the, part of the forsaken, but It's futile to call, for the heart you pushed off  The cliff, just pray for disease, until its peace.  How to replicate all the terms, bound with  A ripple, soft but comes back but in fragments, And never yours again, slithering n' shimmering, Makes me giddy, giddy-giddy all day. Do I deserve it, I ask myself often, and none Of my facets said yes, a single time, but to know The truth is like to find a mir...

Mine ~Miss A Dear Love, I'm petrified, spellbound by your beauty, which I cannot disregard, for after years of finding, consisting of errors and trails, now I can taste it, it's just right. It's flashing sunlight here, yet I feel the frost bite. It's silken, and silly as it may seem but you make the ends of my nerves twingle. I've been a master at counting colours of nature, but when you dwindle with the seasons, I find the rarest of 'em intervened. The missing piece of a charm riddle, I fit in, and it's mine to keep.  Who won't be scared, let there be I. Each living being tries to keep it's most precious thing close, and I've been enigmatic. So restless, trying to keep my thoughts stitched in place. If I would be a great player of music, I'd pour all of my emotions in letters and scaled my intrument to speak it, never giving out a word. Feel my pain, the intensity of how I know everything inside, the expressions, but cyphered by a wheel of d...