The Cynic Communtity

  Core Blue ~ Miss A Thankyou love, for everything you've done for me, My precious, a piece of myself, my love without a reason, You've done nothing wrong, it's me, I'm the problem, You don't understand it, but you walk away from me a lot, And I can't take it anymore, and I don't want to be in a position, To explain you everything in words, penned down, You only understand through pain, by my actions, That you didn't think through, letting me though it. Now I feel like I'm the criminal, I'm the one to blame, 'Cause I did it all knowingly, and you did it unaware, And the more we try to reason it, argue it, everytime, The daggers hang above my head, I know I've nowhere to run, And I can't see myself like this, drinking small poisons, And living with it, as if it's okay, making myself toxic, And I understand it quite clearly, what's happening with me, I'm spiralling down madness; where there is no will, there won't be a w...

 My eyes will find you again Miss A Even if for heaven's sake misery, I lose you,  Going from unknown-unknown or even a known-unknown, Even in crowd, full of glittering people, I'd find you, Rest apart all, my eyes will find you again. The winds with swarm, the charms will chime, My heart would skip another beat, everything will go still, And I know this, that it would happen, for I've seen it happen, There's something about you, that attracts me like a bee. Came out here, in a place of prayers and wishes, Saw the giver of all, and instead of asking for you, I told, Didn't say "O' lord give him to me", thanked "He's all mine now", Talk about obsessed, and you won't even know it, How it feels, to fall for the same person again and again. And for this, I've made a promise, I'll keep finding you, I pass this will of mine, let it be known to every inch of mine, Memories swapped, eternity wiped, but still feel this radiance of you,...