The Cynic Communtity

Impertinence  ~Miss A If love is supposed to tempt, why did it come to me so brusque, So many hours have passed away, I miss the fazed, I wish to hide. There’s a little contempt, stuck to my core, somethin’ I can’t relate, If this is a vivid dream, I wish to be awake, the once bloomed is shattering away. I close my eyes, I wish to see the carousel of things that found me happiness, And suddenly, it only feels confusing. The oil the burned my soul alive, is flickering.  Those days were indeed better, the chill that crept my skin, made me dance, Stupidest reasons would make in bewitched, to ironies need to be kept secret. I wasn’t led to the stage by a prince, not anyone dear, but a horrendous monster, Shinin’ like a Sapphire, but it was the blue that I meant, I digged it like anythin’. Ask me once, and I’ll sell you merchandise, thought to glue papers and bond ‘em, I looked for an escape, because how to explain the crave, dear lord, it’s engraved. It’s slick, but day and night, from sun

  Fallen Autumn 🍁 ~ Miss A It doesn't matter, how no one sees you, Cuz my world is spinning around your galaxy. It doesn't matter, if you're from the shadows, I'm known, as the mad lover of the dark sea. It's turning, turning pink, The dawn reached out to me. It's greeting, greeting drinks, Have a sip with me, summer trinks. Oh love, that's just a blink, Where did days go? I was just talking... Oh lord, help me live it all, So no days passed, is a memory miss. I'm here, to stand, to follow in everything, It's not stupid, it's love, and so I fight for it. I try to reciprocate the past, to core, the richest, Understood a fact that resembles pure trick. Oh love, I've known sorrow,  Just like it vibrates through your skin. Oh lord, spare me the sin of knife, Slicing I'll move, I'll slander the akin. There's a war, for my throne,  Declare you win now. I picture all in angst and distress, But you're the keeper of rage now.  I foll

Delirium ~Miss A Who am I?  Whoever I was. It feels like my existence derived from your presence, Your absence changes me quite nicely as well. For once I have everything, so introverted like a child, Another moment, I'm so alone, a deprived lion ready to hunch.  Spinning around your city, I found only empty cars, Strangers running, the view spellbinding with a symphony of betrayal. I just wanted to bind, but couldn't win, so I drew a line, No answers needed, no question asked, acceptance inbound silence. Found an umbrella to hide from the blue drips, felt it blue underside, How could smile cast a line, pushes away the resent held in the cheeks. In my memories, there's only shadow left, no face, no voice, all read by me, And this heart disregards to picture anything more, but this mind used to like. There's a sea in my heart; it's alright love, everyone cries, Cry baby, if you wanna get fast on the line, the path of demise. I look at pink, and I think it's grey,

  Giddy ~Miss A I, don't feel nothing and I Know this, is dying inside and games To be played, risky but choices Are to be made, mistakes are desires. Woke up this morning, alone with no Hint of your existence , seems like a  Dire need, but stuck in a maze, for typical Decisions are to be made, delusional Bokeh. Lived in denial, but figured out the Voices chasing my realm, are deemed Karaoke from hell, missing a toe, a  Mistletoe, would swear it always against you. Now, I find myself crushed in the heart, hoping To connect to the, part of the forsaken, but It's futile to call, for the heart you pushed off  The cliff, just pray for disease, until its peace.  How to replicate all the terms, bound with  A ripple, soft but comes back but in fragments, And never yours again, slithering n' shimmering, Makes me giddy, giddy-giddy all day. Do I deserve it, I ask myself often, and none Of my facets said yes, a single time, but to know The truth is like to find a mirror, true to self