Impertinence

Impertinence 

~Miss A

If love is supposed to tempt, why did it come to me so brusque,

So many hours have passed away, I miss the fazed, I wish to hide.

There’s a little contempt, stuck to my core, somethin’ I can’t relate,

If this is a vivid dream, I wish to be awake, the once bloomed is shattering away.

I close my eyes, I wish to see the carousel of things that found me happiness,

And suddenly, it only feels confusing. The oil the burned my soul alive, is flickering. 

Those days were indeed better, the chill that crept my skin, made me dance,

Stupidest reasons would make in bewitched, to ironies need to be kept secret.

I wasn’t led to the stage by a prince, not anyone dear, but a horrendous monster,

Shinin’ like a Sapphire, but it was the blue that I meant, I digged it like anythin’.

Ask me once, and I’ll sell you merchandise, thought to glue papers and bond ‘em,

I looked for an escape, because how to explain the crave, dear lord, it’s engraved.

It’s slick, but day and night, from sunrise till the dew sank, I’d blend and grind,

Sad, they don’t make story like that anymore, somthin’ that would make my heart sway.

In this façade, I still mind, the forest, and the unclear skies, like unprimed jewels,

Fine I’ll do me justice, it feels like it’s just the time to smile and hide your head.

Dear moon, it seems I’ve been exposed to sun a lot, I’ve become partially blind,

I still remember the theories we talked about; I still see visions in my dream.

The silk wavers politely, flushes roses to my cheeks, wait a second my spectacle’s unclean,

Once I brew off the foggy, I see the fog, the sweet subtle pain like arrows spawning wounds.

But the strength lies here within, when you utter just a single term of rosemary,

Glitters rain through the sky, get me drenched in it, Oh Ana the tide! The veil, hide.

I looked for creativity, there’s so much everywhere, but somehow so unfit for my kind,

Pastels and dark violet, when are mixed together, it’s senseless for a meaning to find. 

I stepped back, wished to notice a second character shine, but the twirl is hard,

Acquaintances shall memorize, the chief inspector always knows the crime.

Come find it, but yes, the punishments are damn bad, so bad I can’t stop thinkin’,

Little petite sheep you think, is stronger and stranger, undiscovered, undermined.

No, I’m not going to explain the things in my head, ‘cause you aren’t supposed to know,

But yes, I did follow the catastrophic rhyme, made me alert, as if I’m so high.

Your eyebrows are always rigid, clenched as if the rig, why do you feel so free tonight,

I’m smelling trouble, don’t counter my prawns, it’s a fight. A feast like this won’t be alright.

And the most vulnerable the rain did me, is that it made me realize, cold is a parade,

Apart from the rendezvous the earth provides, I can smell what do you do, the same charade.

I am going to pretend it’s not me, play this same the same, just shut down the consequences,

Dear, dear, no. You can, but I won’t be able to go back even one time. It’s a shame!

Suddenly the path that I walked became golden, why? It’s autumn, but it is so grey,

I don’t like walking with a tight shirt transparent, I like to be fine like the woods, caramelized.

The heirs told me, the boutique is all yours to make, I choose fabrics brown and decayed,

I’m not bad at choosing, I have my ideas forged in an iron, hard to mend the colors.

However, I do scent the ribbons. Wow I’m not invited! It's fine, I’ll rest under the leaves,

Hard days have passed so heavily but I know the harsh can still be weaved.

You must have known my regime as a troublemaker, without it I don’t know myself,

I am doting on the dark horse running free, to win a race for its master, salvage. 

Let me mix the ink with the tears, I do not know what to write; but yes, it writes blue,

I have always encountered solo, never felt alone, but now I do want you in my crew.

I agree that in this once of a lifetime, I’ll find it enjoyable, the settled slow violin,

I am willing to decorate myself in pearls if it contains your drawing essence in it.