The Cynic Communtity

Ways to kill someone  ~Miss A  Take me away, a hollowed chamber for house, The sunshine, does not enlighten, no more, The rain and storm, just pulls you into shadows, The images we silently fantasized, all wrong. How we used to be of one mind, game's over, You go back to your house, I keep lingering, A little more, a little more, I beg inside, But we know the reality, and shut our sounds. You didn't even look back, now it makes me the only one, My stomach is crumbling under, putting on my masquerade, There's still hope of a tommorow, so limber back to shelter, Can someone even depend upon someone, in this world. Wake up, get an ice-face bath, let the swollen-settle, Over a childish game, you cut ties with me, so easy, Those promises meant nothing, I couldn't even fight back, I stayed stuck, you smiled and left me behind, so easy. Don't you know, I was the toughest to get near, Didn't you know, I was the one that won't open, Were my sides- that bizzare, you s...

  Must Have Forgotten ~Miss A My lips give place to a smile, as my eyes burn to pour, Not every love is sweet, some are just pure and sour, I won't stand in you way, I won't kill your smile, May you live, laugh, be cherished, even when I perish in your absence, Don't know what the chakras spun for me, for I'm spinning, My head in a crawl, my handwriting a smudge, my ideas chapped, I am ready to go with you, but it's not what you'd want, So I stay, here, all alone, I'm fine and happy for you, goodbye.  I know my presence has but only bring chaos, one that you hate, But I am that, unstable, resonating particle of crime, and I get hyped, Suddenly I have new blood, my tastebuds anew, With every emotion magnified, having you near me is like a spell, I can't even keep track of any note, just a scribble of time vanishing, I see your face, you might not know, that's my only expectation, And it gets me on eleventh moon, connects me with my inner child, I don...

  In the end, it's still you.

  Core Blue ~ Miss A Thankyou love, for everything you've done for me, My precious, a piece of myself, my love without a reason, You've done nothing wrong, it's me, I'm the problem, You don't understand it, but you walk away from me a lot, And I can't take it anymore, and I don't want to be in a position, To explain you everything in words, penned down, You only understand through pain, by my actions, That you didn't think through, letting me though it. Now I feel like I'm the criminal, I'm the one to blame, 'Cause I did it all knowingly, and you did it unaware, And the more we try to reason it, argue it, everytime, The daggers hang above my head, I know I've nowhere to run, And I can't see myself like this, drinking small poisons, And living with it, as if it's okay, making myself toxic, And I understand it quite clearly, what's happening with me, I'm spiralling down madness; where there is no will, there won't be a w...

 My eyes will find you again Miss A Even if for heaven's sake misery, I lose you,  Going from unknown-unknown or even a known-unknown, Even in crowd, full of glittering people, I'd find you, Rest apart all, my eyes will find you again. The winds with swarm, the charms will chime, My heart would skip another beat, everything will go still, And I know this, that it would happen, for I've seen it happen, There's something about you, that attracts me like a bee. Came out here, in a place of prayers and wishes, Saw the giver of all, and instead of asking for you, I told, Didn't say "O' lord give him to me", thanked "He's all mine now", Talk about obsessed, and you won't even know it, How it feels, to fall for the same person again and again. And for this, I've made a promise, I'll keep finding you, I pass this will of mine, let it be known to every inch of mine, Memories swapped, eternity wiped, but still feel this radiance of you,...

 A heart that rejects all, is a heart well betrayed ~ Miss A Leaving the city again, the highlights fade with the smog, Do I but not care about anyone, even a single soul back, Yet it itches my heart, as if I'm losing something in the process, And still, I have no reasons, to look back, or stare at the past. Drowning everyday in my own bottle, the storm thrives, Rain that has faded the building behind, only some moments later- have arrived, I stay for the storm, that is approaching my skin, It takes over me, it's all okay, 'cause it's nothing from within. It soothes me into a harmony, it's fine to be like this, it's alright, It's okay to look back, and see nothing but dust, It's okay if the faces in there - no more make any sense, Let it all die, a little funeral, and let it go. The stings that we hold so hard, will always end up cutting, The quagmire infront of us, we either live, or live through it, With this heart rejecting everyone today, this land h...