The Cynic Communtity

 My eyes will find you again Miss A Even if for heaven's sake misery, I lose you,  Going from unknown-unknown or even a known-unknown, Even in crowd, full of glittering people, I'd find you, Rest apart all, my eyes will find you again. The winds with swarm, the charms will chime, My heart would skip another beat, everything will go still, And I know this, that it would happen, for I've seen it happen, There's something about you, that attracts me like a bee. Came out here, in a place of prayers and wishes, Saw the giver of all, and instead of asking for you, I told, Didn't say "O' lord give him to me", thanked "He's all mine now", Talk about obsessed, and you won't even know it, How it feels, to fall for the same person again and again. And for this, I've made a promise, I'll keep finding you, I pass this will of mine, let it be known to every inch of mine, Memories swapped, eternity wiped, but still feel this radiance of you,...

 A heart that rejects all, is a heart well betrayed ~ Miss A Leaving the city again, the highlights fade with the smog, Do I but not care about anyone, even a single soul back, Yet it itches my heart, as if I'm losing something in the process, And still, I have no reasons, to look back, or stare at the past. Drowning everyday in my own bottle, the storm thrives, Rain that has faded the building behind, only some moments later- have arrived, I stay for the storm, that is approaching my skin, It takes over me, it's all okay, 'cause it's nothing from within. It soothes me into a harmony, it's fine to be like this, it's alright, It's okay to look back, and see nothing but dust, It's okay if the faces in there - no more make any sense, Let it all die, a little funeral, and let it go. The stings that we hold so hard, will always end up cutting, The quagmire infront of us, we either live, or live through it, With this heart rejecting everyone today, this land h...

Lost Lights   ~Miss A We are the abandoned children, dolled up and pretty, You see we have no lights on, we haven't seen any, In the dark, knowing how the mice hunt for cheese, We know truly how to live, that it doesn't mean anything. For some people, sweet hearted bitter people, Live amongst us, thier hears stoned and rusted, And yet despite everything, they choose to smile, They understand everything is vague, nothing is alright. They see the cracks in our world, they see a lot, This perfected place, looks glued up by robots, It's holding up for now somehow, nobody knows how, And are those codes lines, one shall not touch. To understand it is stupid, live with it as it goes, Or find the elixir, they understand there's no way out, All this headache, and all this mess, just want to shatter, Disrupt everything that is there, but the face goes numb and they smile. That smile, with only a fraction of the eye, came and gone, Everyone has a story to tell, but nothing that co...

Shadowing ~Miss A And I'm scrolling reels, doom past the bedtime, And see something, on which I smile, Break through the mirror is a spotlight, Undeserving, this smile, it fades away. All the polished sentiments fade away, And I get painted in, more and more blue, You cannot see hues, but your love is overdue, Missed all chances of caring for me, just daily. Feels like I do not matter, to one and all of you, And the fantasy kicks in, to just disappear, Altogether, to be lost, and never be found, Fountain of love keeps flowing, unchecked still. All the background noise gets dim, All this compulsive luxury brought in, Makes me content, but doesn't fill, So perfect in a form, that I don't even fit. Called unique, and wierd; awesome and charming, In the end, it's just a clutter of words you throw in, No shakespeare, but could've used some rhyming, I concentrate and more, then the words become shaking. Seasons change and they come again, and again, and again, The person ...

 Power and Immunity ~ Miss A So delicate, yet so upfront, in this game, you get front, There's decay and self sabotage, let them have the power, Against you, head soul mind and body, all taken, For once seemingly, it could sound like a mistake, yet unshaken, And you choose to do it deliberately instead, let 'em take control, Shredded bodies full of protein and muscles, testosterone telling, To make a move, show off, a little violence, a little over the top, Find a place, all efforts, all delicate, spoken and soft, And let the permissions escape, as if all immunity is taken and exchanged, In shift and decline, instincts so feline, fast-track implementation, And then to give it all, to be accepted, ego grinding pain, Sweet sweet suffrance, crawl and beg to complete the segment. Under the shirt, under the skin, under the ribs, Where the fucking heart lies, past that to the ties, All cave thoughts cave in, you and I, as fragile as nile, Slowly and slowly the tension seethes, and be...

Core Flaw ~Miss A There's a flaw in my core, In the system that defines you and me, I'm alone, I'm a facade- all gone, When you come to find me, there's no more, As if I'm on shots of vervain, You try to chase me- won't find me, In the end, It's just me, it's just mean.  You try to put me into customs, Delish with precious jewels, reeking of chains, Had too many chances, And too many diffrences, One, but never will be, Lost, but never found, and still, What runs you- runs me, Those freckles, keep counting. Not strong, just rigid, Not heartless, just timid, How do you miss- every significant sign, Boots? Far away from being worn, never seen, All those hours, I spent, drenched in agony, Silent-sobs, didn't even recognise the numb voice, Peacefully heavy and colder mornings, Ruffed eyes, rugged head, and missing moreso. And I'm out here consoling, midst anxiety attacks, All thanks to you, I keep getting reasons to live, You won't know of it, ...