More than Me

More than me

~ Miss A


Selfish and sworn to self, a new dawn seems punishing,

But when I see you, what is me and what is I,

And again, now I here, keep thinking,

Could I steal this sand, and change it to anything you'd like,

Too lazy myself, but I see hurry to break a sweat,

Hope you get everything you wish for,

Hope you won't have questions of what I couldn't,

I hope your heart is filled with content, that's all.


I can't fight your fights, your hustle is part mine,

You'll never know a secret admirer and a fan,

Who keeps on cheering on you, now and forever,

No quotients in return, your happiness is my win,

I will stand there, proud and tall, your mistakes my incompetence,

Forgive me too, for it's my first and last life here,

Very comfused how, something could become so dear,

I let you go, find your places, even when I wish to keep your near.


You're not even mine, how do I still end up taking decisions for you,

Don't even know if you'll like it or not, yet assuming politely,

Don't make me lose my temper, it solidifies a guilt,

So heavy, it sinks, to the endless depth of the ocean,

Ocean of my existence, and I keep on wavering,

Getting thrown away lwith slashes of wind,

The dearth keeps moving, I keep revolving around you,

Oh I wish to become one, but life is in individuality.


Bound and found, what is this, dancing on your command,

Me, somone who hates this, cherishes it why,

Found myself free, only to realise matrix is way bigger,

Should have hated life, fell in love with it,

Tell me it's not useless to notice, the rumble of leaves,

The chase of cat, the things your eyes fixate on,

To notice wether it'll curve your smile, 

Or will it water your eyes, things you'll hide.


Love doesn't happen once, it's there repeating itself,

Binding people close to you, keeping them there,

Even when divided, a sting holds, so fragile and strong,

Telling you to accept and absorb like a mirror,

To not hold the sand to tight, let it slip and slide,

Let them make mistakes, let them cut you too,

Understood why they call it two edges sword,

Cradle into the chaos, just to seem them once. 


For even to love myself, I'll have to give you more,

To be complete, to know I gave my all,

To love you, I choose something so gaint,

Choose to love you, more than me,

Choose to cherish you, more than me,

Chose to adore you, more than me,

Choose to admire you, more than me,

For all I can be, I choose to be more than me.

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