Play doll

Play doll

~Miss A

Laughs and curiosity, what do I imagine,
We sitting here, playing play dolls,
Playing dollls or playing me,
Under the table, a castle forfeiting.

Suddenly I don't know, it's all jazzy,

Trailed off tracks, tinted records,

What's with the bump, let's see,

Know and forget it all, it's life.

It'll all come back through, in the shower,

The dresser, the cabinets, keep a hush,

Walk life, like the heels pumping confidence,

Killing inside, but with all the might and tide.

No reference, I'm scared you'll know,

Cause you tend to study, the subjects I burn,

Not a willing chase, it's a drought,

Doesn't it seem interesting, a double thought.

In control of everything, hair to cloth,

Don't know how the silver lining shreds,

A blue filter of blur, to make it all golden,

Classic butchery, in your hands no reminent.

One day I'll grow tired, I might speak of,

Things and promises kept to self be smuggled,

All for the fun and for the taste of venom,

Sometimes it tickles strangely, strangling to bite.

To be afraid of nothing, to be afraid of nothing,

What is there left can I think of to be scared,

All the ripes of life has fruitend to loss,

There's no hand to hold off at the cliff.

Slowly decreasing, anything but basic,

Deepening in sheath, losing weight of morality,

I don't want to say, but I feel cursed enough to know,

To know I would have done it, and got it past.

The thing with knowledge is, it's a curse in itself,

It's dark and supremely settling, not to get out,

Not to leave, to be there, until you start to fight,

It's a habit, it's been, chained by belief. 

Untender, it's the month that eats me,

I'll be out their crying for help, just a bit mute,

You'll have to hear my soul to hear me,

But it's okay I know that won't be possible with my concrete. 

Hither and tither, wail and throttle,

Pay me my taxes, it's inclusive of wills of shadows,

Forever blindfolded, forever dependent of walls,

Knock on my door, do you even care.

It's all plastic, and it's tragic,

We play dolls, in this theatre, you play me,

Don't want to talk about the rest, it's your wish,

So quick to judge me, but never the puppeteer.