The Cynic Communtity

  Her ~Miss A “Let me sew these gold chains to your dress”, he offered, But her beauty, so radiant, made anything else look dull. Fierce potential, yet such an innocent charm, genshin denote, lavish remorse, Brown and bubbling with femininity, made ‘em all want to protect the strong. Fought for love, wishing to dive deep in it like an ocean, felt a pond, When you’re a woman, everything you wish becomes wild imaginations. Sigh once, and on your name spins a circle, marked in red, make her bow, ‘Shall I be judged on naive citations of strength that comes from aggression?’ Once she thought her soul was taken away, but broken where she stood, she lived, And life and soul cannot be separated, so she second guessed it was still there. Weak, but ignite, and that let her know, that she’s stronger than her rock bottom, With time her vision cleared of the blur, smile set prominent in her features. “What is she made of?” “So endearing.” “She isn’t better, yet I find her so i...

Embrace ~Miss A How would I ever try to fix you, Try to be hard as you said that will change you, When I can't take the blows of your words during the process, It kills me every word, cuts deep enough to feel my heart bleeding, When I can't ever ignore the smallest of touch you've gifted me, Trying to cherish every moment like a treasure, but it only sings pain forward. Tell me, when it feels unnecessary for you in the moment, What is that you wish to avoid? Yourself or I? Why does the both hurt me like my own self committing suicide, Taken by my own promises, shall I worship you or your whole? I'm in the dilemma, to save you for your better self, Yet it feels like I'm grinding myself on a stone that never melts clay. You said what you think are my words,  It's atrocitious, wether it's good grief or staright pain, But I've rather than giving you my all, I devoted myself Body and soul, heart and brain, terms and conditions, Anything, for you worth more th...

Seen ~Miss A In sections, distilled, kept in chambers like potions, But why? Do I seem so fragile? It's washing me over, Where did I store my brain, I need to fight, scream, hide, I am seen ain't I? Then why do I find the sheets behind. Like a riddle, my enunciation you say, but I said words that matter, No, rather that cut deep through, you have the permission to see through, Shots are cool but energy bursts are rather atrocious, I was happy this second, why do I find myself crying? I stand bare to you, emotions freckled on the face, an open book, And you take pleasure in reading them too, but lack mindfulness, Should I decipher each sentence? Pages wet with tears are easy to tear, Yet you watch me, adore me, resemble care and so modest. I'm still not over it, I'm still shy, for you weild the weapon to distract me, And I get so happy I can't complain, for the best thing I learned is to love, Wish I could write chapters on how selfless, beautiful and yet calm it is,...

 Child of soil ~Miss A How could I let my self esteem grow, When I know I have been registered as a child of soil. Read somewhere a ravishing quote,  That women take after thier mother's but men don't.  But I guess I'm tough too, for I take after neither, Rather I take after the shadows lurking in the dark. Might they be sceptical, might they be the host of my jury, But whatever it is, it will be a mistake by self, not agony. I'm not scared by heights, neither am I of depth, But I am getting taken back by the way rage emerges. I've never seen such emotion in my eyes,  For I am a chaser of dreams, not a taker of hatred. I heard hate swallows you, doesn't seem like a bluff, I have always tried to be liberal, but stones do pluck. Hoping this was all, but sadly hope still lingers, I'm a practitioner of silence, didn't you see me glimmer. I taught love, but in a way that only demands tears, Where I'd rather tie my tongue with a ribbon. I crave it all, and...

Lost in eminence ~Miss A  Aren't we meant to be together? Givin' me all the happiness, I think I deserve. I don't remember telling you the meaning of what CDS mean, But I guess you know it symbolizes a Cold Distant Silence tree.  Even while embracing the sun, which shines so witty, I sense a deem of highlight in the flakiness drowning the sky rainy. Cold and in meaning blue, shades that engulf me stays new, Brightenin' lime was supposed to be my color, but my tones developed nude.  I'm drenched in all the love, I once felt enclosed, eyes closed in the matrix, But if I had to feel those trinkets of drop revved negative, I'd always know grey. Once again, all refined against the CDS to the depth, naming all the bad dreams best, I'd know me, but this time instead of staring at me from a distance, true, lost in eminence. What I trace so immersed, is like a drop of blood crept against the fingertip, from a needle, Bubbly and running, beautiful, vivid and enchantin...

  Sugar Venom ~Miss A Its all good all so sweet,  Why are you choking, deet! Hazards are warning, the drowsiness, Victims of which come in chunks of happiness. Slowly and slowly you disappear, who saw your sigh, Bit by bit you chew the chemical, sentiments of chlorophyte. You're adaptive, taking it in, little by little, sugar venom, When you close your eyes you fear not waking up. The leaf that grew dark green, is destined to fall, The comb semms a bit busy, brewing honey to hall. I thought, I could teach to carve the gentle, But it skips through my hand, moist clay do fumble. It goes down, down again, settles in, in the drain, A failed attempt, but embracing of not being defeated again. Money in my hands, the fruit bread is making crazy, Didn't we take care of the charms of hypnotic baby. Pharses I mean to say I could dictate, but too bad of my vocabulary, Oh! We are missing a pack of toned milk, to the dairy! Sound I wish I could let you hear, but I'm toungue tied, It rem...

 Precious... I have nothing but kindness & love to offer, And I am aware that I lack in that aspect as well. I had so many plans as well, for the day to come, But I'm kinda upset that things don't go according to plan. But I do love you 👉👈, More every day. More than I thought I can possibly, But see, now I've gotten so good it's annoying. I'm thankful to the river of mindfulness, For your heart is so pure, I don't have much to ask. My nightmares disappeared,  'Cuz, you accepted me for who I'm & my past. When you're with me, I can be coy, act shy, Something I could hide so well, but I won't. For when you're with me, I don't need to lie, Even if there could be a reason to do so; yet I won't. I manifest to the universe every day,  To keep us close and safe. For they say the strongest power on earth are voices, Chanted by your heart in full devotion and trait. You've become a mirror of myself, Staying true to you is staying ...