Crumbed Exhaustion

Crumbed Exhaustion

~Miss A


 Laying crumbled wide awake, yet with a shire to spare,

Folded like maybe an ant, breathing life in anchor,

Meddling in businesses, I can belong to you, but all yours,

Hysterical to misbehave, wanna find you once again, proud to belong.


A century of finding the child within, yet emotions flicker,

To find soft smiles between tensed sessions, who really are you, my mine,

Trying to find reality, it's a fine grain, that slips and disappears,

Forgetting everything giving out, a fool, so stupid, but still-but still.


A cursive you won't get, a free fall into your arms,

Never been fake, but neither knew the unfiltered,

Boundaries I forget to have on myself now, it's particularly different,

The loose end of my personality I didn't ever notice, melts to ashes.


Think of me, I'm not so shallow, beware of me,

Think for me, got way more guts then you could imagine, try,

There would be guilt, yes, but I promise it would be worth a shot,

Over and out, the secrets I could keep, unheard of.


I don't sleep all curled up anymore, highly unlikely,

But alone or with you, I'm free, changed until someone appears,

The clouds stay on my watch, great kid to be a gaurdian,

Will keep hollowing my energy, to spare a part.


Lived long, seen a lot, can be surprised by nothing,

Need thoughts to thrill my appetite, something to choke the brain,

Need reasons, but I am a far worse person to begin with, try me,

Don't know the line where my peace and vengeance meet.


Don't wanna find the bottom to my pit, deep down very,

Very over, existential crisis, if I'd get run down tommorow, it's fine,

While I'm here, would listen to you petions, would even sign,

Who am I, fragile, flexible, could be moulded a thousand times, but I. 

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