Overthink Through

Overthink Through 

~Miss A


All faults so visible, yet to be held accountable,

Crossing this midriff, is like getting sunk in quick sand,

What do I say, for my heart bleeds, but you're innocent,

I wander in this dune, feel like I have no cover,

Having being taken, and getting tormented in flowers,

Might this be us, I don't know, for a linear tanget accross stays hollow.


Back to checking notes, back to cheking cradles for dote,

I think the classical I like, is sorta punk linguistic,

Lie down, mediate, breathe, breathe more,

No words are friends while in flashbacks of mindlessness,

Could I ask for one, could I ask for more, favours,

Day by day, walking through the aisle, is getting hopeless.


If only could I feel the warmth the blankets provide,

If only could I feel a little more alive, that I don't know I could be,

You wouldn't have found me all curled up gasping for air,

The thin ice cage, keeps frosting, keeps getting thicker, getting blurry,

One life, I don't know how to live it based on lines,

In the end, I will always thank and think what iff. 


Arguing so close, I see myself reflected in flared pupils safe kept in mahogany iris,

Having felt blessed to cast my shadow on you, and I lose myself,

How to tell you the chaos being stirred in my stomach,

One more secret to hide, I'll take my casket and move bye.

Gargle up some water, take a hot water bath, all the negative is hunger,

For I know I would see you in a new light, once I cross this thunder.


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