The Cynic Communtity

  NEEDS ~Miss A It feels like a dream, the mystical asset to the pain Becoming more like you, the smell, the perfume. Yet there’s hunger that I can’t explain. Didn’t know was there until I met you. Fishing my way all up to you, nowhere. All the mist that stays, pours down by the morning. The flowers which bloom, close by the evening. Morphing into the one you like, after they reside. The streets with dead ends, lay no paths for hope Yet to walk to the end, stays as a moment in motion If money was adrenaline, I get it why we want it more You know when love is dopamine, why do you blow on it So afraid of protest, you live in danger, you accept it So did I, why does it feel so indifferent? Controversies in the name of trust, a feast to smart It only gets so toxic; you know you love being that. You accept it. To read the different shades, to maintain the algorithm To go past all the pain, is a part of the matrix system. Taste water, it tastes different every tim...

  MAYOR OF THE LESSONS ~Miss A Where the wind does stop, leaving me on a cliffhanger A stair to climb, a step to betray, in safety or in danger Ways so separate, I fidget to choose, the decision of my heart I see myself using the magical prowess, cheating to leave no regrets. A call to the mayor of the lessons. Lessons, words on the tangled strands of life. A spell to look far to the next such step, To choose my decisions in clarity, and reign. A card so powerful, a move on win on my hand, To be so lucky, to be served the one from the deck, No one could rule, the ACE of the Spades, Making me realize, the world of fantasy exists here. A truce I will make with you if you’d ever question the trust End of the rainbow, the white is the color, no spots no rust. To keep you here in any way which is possible, The lover of chaos can see no cats astray. All the prayers, that I never spelt in words, just distant thoughts Came to me, chasing me like a magnet. Shifting ti...

  A celebration villanelle ~By Miss A for her Soulsister Wagi🖤 It's just one time, That I tell you you're mine It's worse then ever But I kept telling that since forever. And every time I see you smile, I forget the pain and thrive, I just realise how lucky I am Should celebrate it with love and rhyme. I look at your pictures, Can't believe this beauty is mine. So angelic, a sculpture, Drenched in glorious rhythm of time. I keep forgetting, all my pick up lines, I thought to hit you with, but baby you so fine I wanna listen to your theories, of all the kinds.  So tonight, when I think of you, You do my heart to lay in peace, I wanna celebrate, oh love of mine, With a song and a wine.  🖤❤️🖤

Fake Love ~Miss A Disappointed in myself I gave you love, Pastels in a flower, colors like none, Comin’ up like, as if it all is a mystery, but oh love, No love; we’re just, ruining our friendship. It’s making me beg your pardon, When the thunder says it ain’t my fault, Scheming with the heaven’s scripts, Just escaping karma made me kinda trippy. Going from all happy to happiness with limits, Asking myself ‘bout this case, what has happened to me Where did the bottle of magic in my heart disappear Cut the chase, baby come back to me, my personality. Is that a pretty rose? Why am I scaling the cut thorns? Would you mind it my lord, if I accept the bad fragrance? It’s moving down my nerves, decaying everythin’ inside. You would say “No”, won’t you? Don’t let me beg nonetheless. So lord please I trust you with it, gift your enemy to me, I have no strength anymore, I can’t put more efforts, Just wanna breath the different kinds of air Cold, hot and the once passin...

  Cat Trouble ~Miss A For have been prayed to, and wished after, There is no way to defend yourself, From the glorious grasp of the mighty paws, As the legend states, and as it goes… Do not offend the cat, play with it when it comes, There will be no reasons, for the further outcomes. It would be known to you, the soul of the lord, Engraved in words of gold, is called a murderer, Yet you beg to crave one more sight, Wishing over the flesh of black, Remains there ruins of that wright, Who draws patterns of mystic filthy. The cat is known to be the worst, It comes to you at the worst of the times, And asks you to play with it, In such fury, a sinister smile in humbleness, Hiding behind the holy name of hide and seek, An innocent- brutal game attire of slip or grip. Would you deny the eyes that demean the galaxy, A fountain of life, filled with jewels of stars, Bubbly and yet contains such shades of melancholy, Ripe in the core, ready to boil, A moment of su...

  180 Degrees   ~Miss A What is this, how did it turn like that, Slipping over the edge, the sand From the hands you didn't hold tight But maybe because the palm was twisted 180° A thousands thoughts of denial denied, When you lookout for a singular yes amongst. A savage knife you pull out to others Feels great inside you as well, hurts the pride Just like it would to anyone else, Minus the endeavoring sense of silence. What am I, how could I do it? Don't you know those answers better. Every single encounter, just a proof to the thesis, The bloodline flows beyond life forms And destiny makes you see 'em one by one. The only beauty that remains is the beauty of heart But did I not know what a black heart I engage. Why do every statement I speak; are suggestions of fallacy? You knew yourself better; cold words written on fire disappear. So does evaporate every sense of what you held off. Was that stupid. Of course it was. But you also do remember wha...

  Cross the conscience ~Miss A   Came to my mind a thought that I, Wont act with a pout, gonna be polite Seamless and tender, and as much fragile As if the sea could bite me and make me cry. Some rules are made, some regulations are set, Fed to your mentality, what are acts of innocence? Explained briefly what boundaries one shall never cross, Determines what bounds you, when you’re foolish and so high. Restricted, forbidden, spells of the creep, Ain’t a comparison to the concussion of the steep, Steep stairs that leads to animosity towards yourself And you climbed up the ladder willingly hurting that self, Which you loved so much more than any other No possessions worth the cost of that lover. You step over a line, whatever your reason, But you see nothing unfair, lands all same like ever. It’s only until later you figure out what grim bestowed Was an abstract persecutor, burning you deep inside If pain killers actually sympathized with your heart Ma...